Keeping My Happy

Wow has it been a month since I posted something?  Where have I been?  I have not been anywhere really just been so busy with hat and shawl orders and hanging out with my husband and kids that I forgot all about my little blog.

Next week I have a total hysterectomy to treat my cervical cancer and while I am a little nervous about having surgery, I am so ready to get it done.

Did I ever think at 31 that I would be faced with cervical caner and a hysterectomy? NO, but I have a wonderful husband and 4 gorgeous children and this is the path I must go down.

While a hysterectomy doesn't sound like it has any advantages there are some, like no more periods!  No more buying tampoons and pads and worrying about spots on my clothing! 

I could get down in the dumps but what good would that do.  Cancer does not define me and it is not going to take away my happy!

For all those suffering with illnesses, I pray that God heals your body and that you always have your happy!

Day 3 Photo - Something Red

I recently noticed that most of my wardrobe is red so it wasn't hard to find something red today.  All I had to do was look down.

These are my most comfortable pair of heels.  I bought them a couple of years ago for $15.00 and they have outlasted my expectations. 

Be an Inspiration!

Wow, I had a couple of weeks of a non-stop sinus infection that really knocked me down for a while and my poor kiddos were hit with a stomach virus.......so it has been a germ-fest at my house lately.


Thelast few months have been a cleansing one for me. I decided really to take a look at myself and to change those behaviors that are negative and harming my life.  I have quit smoking, became stronger in my faith of God and stopped associating with those who always seem to cause drama!  I have to say that I am much more relaxed and happier and my husband and children have noticed a difference as well.  I had to let go of some friendships that were toxic and were constant strains on my emotional well being and I feel so much lighter now. 

I don't usually tell many people that in December 2010 I was diagonsed with cervical cancer  and since I was pregnant with my son there wasn't much we could do at that moment, so in 2 weeks I will having more biopsies and determining what treatment is best.  I am a little scared but I know that God is with me thru all this and that cervical cancer is very treatable without many side effects.  I have amazing support from my husband, family and community.  I know that this is just a trial that I have to conquer and this does not define me. 

I have decided that through all this I will not tolerate certain things from people who claimed to be my friends, instead I will be an inspiration and I will rise about the turmoil and tribulations and come out happier and a better wife, mom, daugher and friend!

May God bless all those affected by Cancer!

Here is day 1 Pic of ,y 31 day challenge:

My Self Portrait

The Old Switch-A-Roo!

Looks like two of my favorite bloggers did a little switch-a-roo and you can reap the benefits.  Ashley from Thje Shine Project and Lindsey from Lee La La switched blogs and are giving away something from each other.

Please go HERE for the giveaway!

It's Raining!

After what seems like an eternity..........it is finally RAINING in West Texas.........God anwered our many many many prayers for RAIN!!

Giveaway Wednesday!

As many people across the nation are aware, those of us in Texas are suffering through a summer of endless heat, no rain and wildfires!  Our crops are dead and livestock are dying and now fires are destroying our land and homes. 

I came across the awesome blog Adventures in Flip Flops and they are having a giveaway with donations going to those in Texas affected by the ongoing fires.  Please stop by the blog and enter the giveaway!

If you would like to donate to help those affected by the fires please visit HERE.


Please pray for Texas.

31 Day Photo Challenge

Being a mom of 4 and a scrapbooker, I usually have a camera with me at all times to capture sweet moments of my children and family.  Like many moms and scrapbookers, I noticed that I am always taking the pictures (I prefer it that way) and in very few if any at all.  So to get over my camera fear and stupid excuses (bad hair day, overweight, no makeup) I am going to make myself do a photo challenge for the 31 days of October. 

While I love taking pictures, I feel as though I need to challenge myself to allow my picture to be taken because my children will want to see their mommy in pictures and not just the pictures that mommy took.

Also I want to challenge myself to see the little things in everyday life as special! 

I would love to see others challenge photos and ideas!!

Day 1:  Self Portrait
Day 2:  What I wore today
Day 3:  Something Red
Day 4:  Clouds
Day 5:  An Animal
Day 6:  Lunch
Day 7:  Someone I love
Day 8:  Something Blue
Day 9:  Eyes
Day 10: Favorite Hobby
Day 11: Nature
Day 12: My Shoes
Day 13: Hands
Day 14: Black & White
Day 15: Something Random
Day 16: Something Pink
Day 17: Toes
Day 18: Birds
Day 19: Self Portrait
Day 20: Least Favorite Chore
Day 21: Food
Day 22: Something Orange
Day 23: Sunset
Day 24: Sunrise
Day 25: Favorite Book
Day 26: The Weather
Day 27: Landscape
Day 28: Something Random
Day 29: Something Green
Day 30: Self Portrait
Day 31: Halloween Activity